Matt's diary... i mean journal

2006-02-09T20:42:00.000-06:00

hey, this will be my last post on here..... if you want to stay updated with me, you know how

2005-12-15T19:11:00.000-06:00

i thought these things have always been gay and after wasting10 mintues filling something as gay as this out i now feel gay and will never fill one out ever again, but i'd do it all over again in a second!

First Best Friend: Joe
First Kiss: Rachel Mueller... but everyone pretty much knows that since she brags about it all the time to everyone.... it's almost embarrasing sometimes
First Screen Name: i think it was what it is now
First Pet: Some cat that always pissed on the floor.... idr his/her name.. i called him pissy the piss puss
First Piercing: havent had one
First Crush: umm i remember liking this girl named megan kohlacinski in 1st grade
First Cd: prolly like NWA straight outta compton or some other gang banger

7 Lasts....
Last Nap: yesterday after school
Last Failed Test: Probably the adv alg test
Last Car Ride: home from school today
Last Letter Written: idk.. i write romantic things all the time to lucky ladies like steph p
Last Movie seen: I saw Harry Potter with Allie a few weeks ago
Last Phone Call: Allie called me after school
Last CD played: umm a mix of Chevelle stuff

6 Have You...
Have You Ever Dated one of your Best Freinds: yeah in 6th grade jaime palma was a pretty good friend until i turned her into the biggest dyke of hartford
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Red Bull & Armor All wipes are tempting
Have You Ever Been Arrested: No
Have You Ever gone Skinny Dipping: yes, and it just isn't for me
Have You Ever Been in love: No

5 Things
5 Things You're Wearing: A black T shirt, with some blue nike shorts, all topped off with a pink lacey number
5 Things You've Done Today: 1.cough 2. drive 3. talk 4. eat5. sit
5 Things You Can't Live Without: 1. Air 2. Food 3. Something to feel, do, chew 4. idk this question is kind of gay
5 Places You've Been: california, rock shop in door county, slinger, a broken down redneck bar in the town of erin like 2 minutes from Emily's house becasue i got lost on my snowmobile , west bend?
4 Favorite Things in NO Order: 1. basketball 2. cars 3. buttocks 4. representing my hood

3 People You Can Tell Almost Anything To: 1Comet becasue he's a fricken dog and dosent care what i say as long as my hand is on his head 2. my mom 3. Allison (unless it's important details... according to her)

2 Choices Black or White: I'm happy being white i guess
Hot or Cold: i like the summer so hot

1 Thing You Want to Do Before You Die: I want to find out the true meaning of life or at 3 am on a musky summer night i want to peek in and see in the faraway corner a small orange circle glowing stronger and then weaker then come closer and witness the glory of none other than joel neuman puffing .. then i will die ....with 40 cans of crunk juice in my hand

2005-11-20T20:45:00.000-06:00

Hey guysss I shouldnt be posting... so much other stuff going on, but yeah I had an awesome night. I'm used to being the one taking a girl out and planning everything so I was like really excited when allie said she had something planned for saturday night. We ended up going to this new restaurant in downtown west bend called the "Riverside Brewery". It was really good, mostly becasue I didnt have to pay. Then we went back to her house and she brought down Ben and Jerry's Mint Ice Cream and two movies she had rented for us and we just eneded up watching movies. I thought all girls just liked to take guy's money but it was really cool and yeah probley the best date ive been on. What else.... culver's is gay...they hired like 20 new people and i got 8 hours this upcoming week 8! wow. so I decided to start working at shopko, I gotta go to some orientation thing so hopefully that will all work out. Thanksgiving is coming up.... nothing really special going on for that, I'm glad it's only a 3 day week this week. I've been making my christmas list this year, I really wanna get a belt that displays scrolling words across the front, that way I could walk around school with like " crunkmaster M" scrolling for hours across my belt, yeah ... i'd defintely be cool if i get that. well i gotta go finish my christmas list, sorry for the boring post.. no one reads this stuff anyway...... bi

2005-11-14T22:10:00.000-06:00

hey... thinking about colleges a lot lately. I'm still undecided but I'll be go visiting some more later. I'm thinking between Whitewater, Milwaukee, green bay, or just going to west bend for a year and going to Madison. I'm starting to think I'd like get away from home though. I know if I'll leave I'll miss my house and family, but honestly I hate hartford. I thought I had it all figured out I wanted to go be a cop, but now I'm not so sure. I just feel like I'd get depressed messing with drunks and murderers all day and I want to do something where I can help people, and I dont really wanna help people that are like running away from me or something, so I think I want to do something with communications or something. I like talking in front of people and I like to think I'm pretty charasimatic at times so maybe that would be a good choice. I'll find something.. everything works out. any suggestions though would be cool. I just got done watching Laguna beach, i'll admit it. Reminds me so much of how things will be once graduation comes around. I'm determined to make the most out of every day at school this year and make the most out of things with friends. I miss hanging out with some people and I'm not gonna slip into something where I stop seeing people and then once graduation comes, I'll be mad becasue I didn't spend enough time with people. So yeah thats my committment this year, to make the most with friends and make even more memories I can hold on to. have a good day

2005-11-08T15:44:00.000-06:00

hi everyone, hope everything is good... i havent updated in awhile... let's see, well I went to green bay last weekend, that was fun. Ditched Rachel thursday, she seemed to appreciate that lol .. sorry rachel... been thinking about college a lot lately pretty sure i want to go to Wash County for a year then transfer to somewhere, I'm not sure where after that but something like Platteville or Madison would be cool. School seems like it's going by so fast, I'm just trying to make the most out of every day becasue I know that next year I'll miss little things about high school that won't happen in college. Playing a lot of basketball. Met a great girl named Allie. Shes's a senior at West Bend East or West... i forgot exactly which one but yeah... Pretty sure most of you have heard about her from me so yeah you'll just have to meet her. It's wierd how God delievers and helps you from everything in your life when you don't expect it even when your at your lowest wow this post is getting serious. idk what else more to say, steph... sorry for calling donn... i mean mrs .plfugsoeft but i gotta make a move when shes giving me so many signals... You saw the pictures at homecoming! Let's see what else .. oh Emily wore a pink shirt today.. that was awesome.. umm yeah.. i should go now... bye everyone.

2005-09-28T09:41:00.000-05:00

Matt's top five women..... i have a boner as we speak.......

5. Anna Kourknikova

4. Tiffany Amber Thiessan (Kelly from Saved by the Bell)

3. Beyonce

2. Jessica Alba

1. Eva Longoria

2005-09-10T02:36:00.000-05:00

1. i feel ashamed to drive my car when it has low gas, I feel like my car is about to break down and cry.

2. Before I brush my teeth in the morning, I always feel the bristles of the brush to make sure they are not wet, so I know no one used my toothbrush for some reason.

3. I never know what to do with my hands when I'm talking to someone, I put them in my pockets sometimes and i scratch my stomach, idk i just feel like people are always staring at my hands when they talk to me and it's wierd standing up and talking to people.

4. Whenever i go #2, i feel like im wasting my time if I dont have something in there with me. I usually bring homework with me or read the newspaper. i used to play tetris in there but now it's mostly homework when im in the bathroom.

5. I think about what time I need to get to sleep at a lot. I try to think of scenarios where I could get less sleep but be happier the next day or what time I need to get to sleep at. most of the time tho i just end up watching tv until 11:30-12 and fall alsleep. I think too much about sleeping

6. I REALLY like Emily's butt fetish with women!

2005-09-07T18:03:00.000-05:00

Can you hear me
Are you near me
Can we pretend
To leave and then
We’ll meet again, when both our cars collide

Yeah, I don't really like my chemical romance but i like that song a lot espeically since it's about losing a grandmother which is cool becasue how many songs deal with losing a grandmother? idk prolly 1000, but those are probley all gay songs. anyway, so yesterday my great grandma ruby passed away. It was definitely sad since i was just starting to get to know her more and more each time we hung out. I spent all of my winter last year taking her to get groceries and would go over and play cards with her for hours and it sucks knonwing that I wont be able to listen to her for hours. Old people have the most intresting stories. Middle age people like my parents only talk about their day and money and work. If you talk to an older person you can actaully learn something useful and just hear about their entire life and yeah it sucks that shes gone just like that. at least she left peacefully and quickly. The worst part was seeing my grandma last night, but it will get better day by day. I havent had to deal with any family deaths really so i havent had expierence in how to deal with it. I think the best way is to just remember all the good times and how much the person represented to you. I learned a lesson to not spend so much time doing unimportant things. I waste so much time when I could be going over to my grandparents house or talking more with my mom and dad or sisters. I feel like crap knowing that on last sunday I chose to go hang out with friend rather than go to my grandparent's house for dinner with the rest of my family. If i wouldve known that wouldve been the last time everyone saw Ruby, then I wouldve came but w/e im selfish and i need to think more about the bigger picture and the important things in life that God has given us. I guess I cant blame myself, but I can at least use this as motivation for the future. Oh well, I dont like making emotional posts like this becasue it's such a typical blogging cliche but yeah just wanted to let people know how im feeling. Back to less depressing news, theres like a whole lot of nothing going on at school. It's fun being seniors and for the most part, I like most of my classes. Study hall is fun because I get to talk with rachel and emily, and I barely was able to talk to them last year. Other things coming up is west bends homecoming and kettle's. Theres other stuff but im too lazy and distracted by my grilled ham and cheese sandwich i just made, so I'm out. bye

2005-08-13T12:03:00.000-05:00

I've been to nothing but "the Killers" lately.... i've had their cd in my car and just keep listening to it and it dosent get old.... the killers and coldplay... probley my two favorite bands right now. So my parents decided to go to door county for today and im here. I got my hair cut about 2 hours ago. I'm wearing blue shorts and an Arizona wildcats t shirt with a pair of white "champion" socks. Im going to make a tuna melt. A tuna melt is when I take the George Foreman grill and put two slices of bread and butter the top halves. I mix up tun and melt cheese with the tun for about 10 min in the grill. It tastes pretty good. Learning to make a tuna melt was one of the things i learned how to do this summer. I learned how to drive a kubota this summer. I learned how to drive a four wheeler this summer also. I think thats about all I learned. I have to go pick up my sister from the hair cut salon becasue she decided to color her hair for the fifth time this summer. Her hair is going to look like a gay pride flag pretty soon. Bye

2005-08-08T23:34:00.000-05:00

hi to everyone.... well it was the first day of football for most people today, i think i made the right choice not going out. idk. so yesterday me justin emily and rachel went to see like three movies. actaully emily and rachel left after the first one to get chinese food or something. idk what it was, but it really smelt like burning pickles in emily's car, anyway... after we all saw the dukes of hazzard me and justin "went" into "the island" it was a really good movie, i wish we couldve seen the whole thing instead of the last half of it, we'll prolly catch it the next time we go. so after the island, we "went" into The Wedding Crashers. We saw it saturday, but we wanted to see it again becasue it's funny and becasue well idk i guess becasue it's funny, i dont know why i put the and. anyway, so we saw half of that and then met up with rachel and emily again for the night. the point is that for once I felt like my money was well spent going to the theatres. I was able to see a bunch of movies and i think that all theatres should let you see a diffrent movie after you see the first one. I usually leave the movies feeling stupid for spending 8 bucks to watch a movie, but I was satisfied this time. so today i woke up at 11, wow i love summer, and then ate fruit loops with marshmellows for about 2 hours. i was bummed about not being able to go to the brewers game tonight becasue they were playing the cardnials, but i guess i wasnt that bummed becasue I kind of would rather save my money for six flags this sunday. so i worked from 5-10 and then went on a walk with danielle (awwwwww). and now im here and im excited for tomrrow becasue 1. i get to go to mayfair and get some stuff and see rachel working for the first time and 2. because MADDEN 2006 comes out tomrorow. i forgot about registration at school which sucks becasue thats one thing thats got me down. I feel like summer is gonna end realyl soon when actaully it does end in 3 weeks (sorry to break the news). so now you have a half-ass update on the last few days of my life, you should all feel so much better now.

2005-08-04T01:44:00.000-05:00

just so you know, me and joel neuman made our own website that will be 144247x's greater than any other crap that is on here. We are going to have major cool music and really cool videos that will knock your balls off. So go to www.joelnmatt.blogspot.com

kniht=Matt Smith
j..j..J= Joel Neuman

kniht says:
ok, donatello
j..j..J says:
lol
j..j..J says:
lmao
j..j..J says:
michalangelo says dude
kniht says:
they all do
kniht says:
and their trainer is a rat
j..j..J says:
he says it most
j..j..J says:
yeah
j..j..J says:
splinter
j..j..J says:
hes the asian sensay
kniht says:
how gay is that.... .............................................................................................................................................................................................. and the laughs ensue!!!

2005-08-02T00:50:00.000-05:00

hi.... well life has been fun lately not having to work except for county market a little bit. Me and Justin went to Oconomowoc tonight with a girl that i work with named danielle. She moved to hartford here but still goes to oconmowoc high school. I've never really hung out in Oconomowoc, but it's cool how they have so many lakes and downtown a lot of people just hang out at certain spots along the beach. I dont know anyone from there, but it was just something that i have never done before and ity was cool to be somewhere other than hartford/jackson/west bend for one night. I hope like rachel, that you dont get mad that me and justin have been hanging out with non kettle people a lot this summer. I hope like we can all go six flags soon together and idk i just hope you dont think im stealing justin or something from you. I feel like i do sometimes, but he's the one that calls me i swear. Justin just causes too many problems lol. It's hard to balance hanging out with people over the summer. The thing i think im most pissed about is that summer is better than it has been all year and it seems like it gets better every day and im afraid that it's gonna be over too soon. State Fair starts thursday... steve, are you still wanting to see Mike Jones..... cause he plays on sunday and i am gonna go, becasue shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... it's mike jones! played basketball with joel again tonight at like 12. Theres something so much fun about playing basketball late at night. Not that anyone else cares, but im excited cause madden 2006 comes out in 7 days. Have a good week everyone.

"gangstas and thugs, criminals and hoods, some of friends sell records, some of friends sell drugs"-The Transplants

2005-07-28T23:24:00.000-05:00

hi kirsten granberg.... so i decided today that im not going to do football. Mainly had to do with that I just dont really want to play that bad. And it's such a long commitment that it's not worth it since i wouldnt play. I'd rather do something i enjoy like go out for basketball. I still want to keep lifting though becasue yeah i like it. Tomorrow night is the bonfire at bri's house which should be fun. Justin called me today. I wish i was in vegas with him. Played basketball last night with joel and josh down by Hwy 60 until like 12. I miss playing basketball at night like i used to last summer. It sucks to be my chest right now. My skin is peeling and it's really really itchy. i went to the fair ahh 2 days ago i think yeah to see megan's brother's band and it turns out they got second. That is cool. i shaved my feet yesterday. that includes my toes too. i need to get senior pictures taken.... i dont know why they have to cost so much though. I wish my mom could just use a digital camera. It would be a lot easier. For those of you that dont know.... my landscaping job called me monday and said that they have no jobs this week and im "laid off" for this week. It has been really nice just working at county market only working one job. I don't have much else to say... i think this might be my last post for awhile..... i'm sick of updating this thing. goodnight

2005-07-24T02:00:00.000-05:00

someday i'd like to jump out of an airplane. white river rafting would be cool too. Somedays pizza flavored pringles can be really good and somedays you just wonder what the hell you are putting in your mouth. At 12:34 I was eating a lemon bar that my grandma made for me while i shoveled rocks for my grandpa. Lemon bars have really been growing on me lately, i used to not like them. i threw up spaghetti when i was 8. when i was 6 i used to take my big wheel bike and make an obstacle course in the back of our deck. when i was 5 i used to like to put food coloring in drinks. umm so i came home about 20 minutes ago which was 1:30, and i noticed my parents car wasnt there, so i knew i was screwed. i forgot to call my parents and my phone wasnt working and i guess they were calling people and looking for me. i feel bad for them becasue i didnt mean for them to be up late. so i guess my curfew is 11:30 now. i feel stupid becasue i shouldve just came home or remembered to call them. I need to go to my room and sleep now because it's 2 and im tired. good night

2005-07-18T23:55:00.000-05:00

ahh... i hope i remembered this right. Just wanted to tell you all that the White Stars are really cool jets on the lakefront. They go 700 MPH, but around people they can only go 100 MPH, but umm i guess people still really like them. I tried looking them up but i only found information about the moon and stars. umm i think i forgot what they are actaully called... umm sorry. steph=6, donna=7.5............ yeah white star jets are fast and cool and cool/... sorry

2005-07-17T02:03:00.000-05:00

hey it's 2 am in the morning of technically sunday, and I can't sleep, so i decided that i want to read rachel mueller's blog from the beginning to the end. here are some posts that i found intresting.

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Friday, April 23, 2004

hmmm, Matt, just one question....when did I say I was going to Senior Homecoming with you? :)
I love you too Emily! hahaha
Emily and I are shaving Justin's head tonight, lol, oh boy!

Monday, May 24, 2004

Woo-hoo! I'm 16 finally! This weekend was a lot of fun...

Saturday, Emily, Britt, Justin, Matt, Abe, and I went to Charcoal Grill. Oh my, that was fun!! Justin and his 5/8 Mountain Dew and 3/8 Orange soda. He drove our waitress crazy. Emily-when all three of them peeked over the booth to see if the person got cake, lol. Then when Matt threw that bacon strip...oh boy. Then Matt almost getting pulled over...ah. Brittany flicked us off, can you believe it? So after dinner, we all went to Shrek 2 and Megan came. Such a good movie, I recommend it. That was a good night, Emily got me TWO GOLDFISH!! How cool is that? And they are still alive!! Nort and Nemo. They are sooo cool, I talk to them all the time. Her, Abe, and Matt also got me balloons, cool cool. Emily, you're so sweet.

Going out to dinner that night was fun. I remember Rachel being mad becasue of the gift I gave her(what is new) That day was like the 2nd time i had driven with my liscense. driving used to be so cool then. idk why but this post just reminded me of good times.

so yeah this basically was kind of a whole random post devoted to Rachel. If you look through everyone's blogs, there isn't a single post devoted to specifically someone. That might be acool idea to change things up a bit if everyone made like one post a week devoted to someone random from school. Well it's now 2:30 am and I think im ready to try to go back to bed. Hope everyone is having a "relaxing" summer. HA!

2005-07-16T17:38:00.000-05:00

umm, i worked 46 hours this week. I took a new job also I start working again at county market next week. So i will work 20 hours a week there and 40 hours a week at landscaping until football starts. So if anyone wants to do anything i should be available never. bye

2005-07-08T23:41:00.000-05:00

Yeah it's really late tonight but i had to post something becasue im excited. so tomorrow i start my new job at 8 until like 5. Thats not the exciting part. Tonight I put a brand new system in my car, no thats not the exciting part. I GET TO GO TO KMART TOMORROW!!! oh my gosh it's gonna be so great........................... oh and I'm seeing Lil Jon and the East Side Boyz at the Rave . GET CRUNK IN THIS MOTHER.................. talk to you all soon, i'll tell you how it was. bi

2005-07-07T12:16:00.000-05:00

lol, i was looking at some of my really really old posts, wow.... steph rachel and emily can be really mean. i'm not even joking, you guys used to not tone down the meanesss at all. At least now i think most of you hold some of it back. I miss it actually. Yesterday, I slept over at Justin's house. I relaized that I have seen him every day this week since Monday. Someday Justin will be a great Dad, before I went to sleep he always would ask if I needed to be tucked in and I'm sure he would've told me stories too if I wanted bedtime stories too. I don't know if that makes him a caring father or kind of gay, oh well. We rode his atv' s last night that was fun. I am kind of excited to go to summerfest tomorrow and kind of not. Kind of not becasue I don't know who all is playing , and excited becasue me and justin made business cards to hand out to girls there. I'm going to act like i play in a band, chicks dig that. I want to give stephanie plaugesoft a business card but im scared, i've been rejected too many times by her. :( wow i just realized this was a pretty gay post, ha well suits me then. bye

2005-07-06T11:47:00.000-05:00

hi, it's about 11 in the morning..... should be at work except i drove to work today at 7 and quit! I was sick of the long drive and i found another landscaping job about 5 min from here in rubicon, pays a lot better too. I just got back from lifting at kettle yeah wow im starting to lift i dont know why when i do it, but i gotta get that big football player look (sorta like nick lachey maybe? idk certain people like that look....... steph ha) Anyway, I start that new job saturday. going into kml sucks. When im not there during the summer I think "wow starting school wouldnt be that bad" then once I go in, i get reminded of how gay the school can be sometimes. I got some new clothes yesterday finally first time since eighth grade since I got a serious amount of clothes. I know im like jumping subject to subject here but I hope that when i look back on this summer i wont think of the whole summer being about when monika decided it was time for me to move on and hours later for her to move on top of someone. w/e maybe im making some things public that shouldnt be but Mon if your pissed for me putting this on here theres plenty of other websites to visit. the whole thing with Mon this summer has been messin with my feelings most of the summer but it's getting better, talking to people and stuff thanks. I never dated anyone as long as her but in a way breaking up has been easier lately i thought that it would be really bad for like weeks and weeks on end but, idk if it's cause i matured more or what, but now it's wierd realizing how things can just change like that, not just relationships. And it's stupid to stay mad, sad, or confused becasue I should be happy I don't have cancer or something and that I'm even alive. i hate it how for most people it takes a real-life example for them to appreciate life when like their friend dies from smoking or something then stop smoking. I dont want there to be an example of someone really close to me dieing before i start to appreciate every moment of life.

OK, anyway so im planning on going out for football, i wanna do diffrent things my senior year. I don't know if getting hit by guys that are in shape and strong is a good diffrent thing or if it would just be easier to get hit by steve gurgel every once and awhile instead. Seeing everyone at Rachel's again was fun, i keep thinking about how fun it would be to go to noah's ark or six flags with everyone again, we'll get something planned before august. I don't know what else to say, my car is my only girlfriend now. Little things that people say about my car that they probley dont think are important I really appreciate. Like Britt Wagner saying she likes it makes me happy becasue well idk i put a lot of time into making it look good........ maybe im just a freak idk...?? got to go pick up little Melanie from summer school. Hope everyone is having a good summer.is emily shooting mooses in montana? why is she there? it bugs me. bye

2005-05-31T11:11:00.000-05:00

hi people. well it was an eventful weekend for me. Let me start by telling you about my day so far today. I woke up around 8:20 and i go in the shower. All of a sudden in the middle of my shower, i hear yelling and knocking on the shower door. I got really pissed off becasue i get crabby in the morning, so I said, "michelle go away". I'm done wih my shower and I see none other than justin klumb and angie smiling at my nakedness. I was so tired that i just went downstairs and got dressed and didn't say anything. So that was a wierd way to start my day. i went to school and i have German 1 for my first exam, it wasn't that hard. So now im in study hall and then i go home. Let me tell you about my weekend. Friday, me monika, brittany, landon, tim, rachel, kirsten, and tanya, and josh went to the brewers game and tailgated. That was very fun, except there was barely any hits in the beginning of the game but oh well. Saturday and sunday i played tennis with monika at night till like 11 both nights, I LOVE tennis, i cant wait until Monika gets really good and we can play other people. She gets frustrated really easily though so if you ever play Monika, let her win and tell her "good shot" oh and dont say you suck after every one of her bad shots cuz then she will come up to you and kick your crotch. So, i forget what else all happened sunday and saturday, I know I did a lot of videogame playing and just doing nothing. Oh sunday my parents left for Las Vegas, so me and Michelle have to keep the house good until they come back thursday now. I really am mad at my parents becasue they called and said they rented a brand new silver mustang convertible to drive around the time they are out there. I hope they dont blow all their money gambling, my mom has been reading books trying to learn how to play blackjack. shes not too smart, i guess. my mom has red hair. I feel like i had more freedom when my parents were home, becasue now i have to call my grandparents whenever i am going out, and it also sucks becasue michelle is trying to act like the mom or something, w/e shes wierd. umm i'm too bored to type anything else, so i hope summer starts off good for everyone. We should go to six flags before i start work again on june 14th. we'll plan something. i have red hair too.

2005-05-18T13:43:00.000-05:00

ummmm... i dont like school... these last weeks always suck. im also very tired. I got to sleep last night around 2:30 cuz i took a nap after school. Thats one thing im always scared of at night. cuz sometimes i get scared that i will keep tossing and turning and itching and moving and feeling uncomfortable, and being hungry and i hate it when im trying to sleep. i dont know how to make it go away. anyway no one cares this blogging thing is stupid cuz only girls blogs get read becasue girls have boobs therefore girls somehow are more popular. i hate girls they all get these things called butts. how come i dont have one. i saw myself in a pair of tight jeans (dont ask why) the other day and i swear my butt is not there. i really want to save up and get implants. but i like girls. girls are cool. wow i am really gay. umm, i wish i could play baseball this year, but i have a job and i'm self concious of myself in those tight pants. I wish i had more classes with emily. i dont ever get to talk to her. rachel is pretty. stephanie plusgsoeft is blonde. birrtanyt is sitting right here, wow brittany keeps coughing on me, i already feel sick. brittany takes me too seriously sometimes, she always thinks i hate her whwnever i say anything remotely bad about her like right now. megan has blue eyes and can play tennis with the best of them. justin klumb is a bad kisser. ok those are the first things that came to my mind for some random people. welp i think im a;lready sick of this blogging stuff unless someone tells me to go on. i never have anything fun to say. sorry. bye i get a haircut saturday morning.

2005-05-16T13:34:00.000-05:00

Hi to the probley two of you that read this. So I decided to read up on all of you girls' blogs and I was surprised by the nice things that Rachel said about me. Thank you Rachel, I hope we all hang out more too. Your a very fun girl to be around when you dont want to mess up my car and you are very pretty and nice. I really want to go to a brewer's game maybe sometime before school ends. Umm, I'm of usually every saturday and friday so, umm. I'm happy becasue tonight I'm telling my boss that I will be leaving my job in 2 weeks. I start my landscaping job june 13th, so I got like 2 whole free weeks in the summer which should be fun. I'm also disappointed becasue I think i got ripped off with the 300$ susposed FULL exhaust I wanted but, it's only like PART of the exhaust, so that sucks. Today's Mon's birthday wow it's so fun with her always. We have the same sense of humor. I think i might like her a little bit.......oooo..... I hope she likes the stuff I got her, if she dosen't then oh well. Maybe her teamates could ask her and help me out. Well, Brittany Wagner keeps asking me to help her with her worksheet just liek she does EVERY STUDY HALL! it's ok, cuz she helps me too and she's always so nice to everyone. Next time you see Brittany Wagner give her pinch on her mustache(Brittany is honestly mad at me right now but she just needs tp shav.... ahh shes hitting me). Emily Waldorf... ugh... thinks she's so cool every time she calls me a loser... ugh emily why dont you just shave your mustache and stop taking it out on me. mustaches on girls are so gross! GOD. shave EMILY! HAHHAHAha....... happy birthday monika mwahs for my lover

2004-10-11T22:14:00.000-05:00

hey umm havent updated in for just a few days or months . sorry. anyway... why not write something. Well, homecoming was this weekend. Okay yeah it sucked, but I really didnt have that high of expectations for it anyway. Food was all right, and idk why but comedy sports seemed funnier last year.... i think a lot of stuff seemed funnier last year. The night would've been cool except for the stupid music. I seriously am going to make a new CD for snowcoming or w/e the next dance is. I don't know who to give it to, but maybe someone can tell me who to give it to, when to give it to them by etc. Not that I'm against rock and pop but you really can't dance to that kind of music, especially with other people around. oh well, at least I had an excuse for not dancing. I feel bad for everyone like student council people like you steph and emily cuz yeah i know you guys prolly put a lot more effot into the whole week than a lot of people, and you try to make the dance good and everyone says that it sucks, and people do dumb stuff like throw fart bombs in the middle of dance floor and toilet paper the school. oh well. how gay is that.. who toilet paper's their own school. But yeah thanks for making and arranging for all of the stuff that we get to see at homecoming, too bad the music sucked. So me and monika left homecoming around 10:30 and went and had a devotion, then I met up with everyone at Josh's, and we ended up all going to george webb's round 1 or something.... then i took monika home... joel and me ended up getting to my house around 2:30. I know Joel is like umm gay but i seriously think well he's like well even gayer if thats possible. When we went to sleep, his sleeping bad was on the opposite side of the room as my bed. Then I wake up and I hear breathing and snoring, and Joel's sleeping bag is suddenly right by my bed. I asked Joel how he got over by me and all he could say was " umm I sleep roll?" then he kissed his hand, touched my hair and said bye and went to work. Joel is one cool guy.

2004-09-08T13:39:00.000-05:00

ok im at a pace of writing one post a month. ummm just read all the comments from my last post which was like in August. Thanks everyone..... school really is gay this year. i have classes with like all smart people and idk people are just acting like assholes. it's basically gay. thing im most pissed about is that i trusted some people, and they turn out to be backstabbers and bascially act like they forgot about everything you've ever done or said to them. but whatever fuck it, not my problem is some people need to be like that. I dont know why but i feel like half the people in our school act fake, and put on some act during school. i dont know if you know what im talking about. I wish people that you considered your friends wouldnt just change all of a sudden, and stop sticking up for you (thanks rachel)... dont know what the hell i did that all of a sudden people forget who i am and w/e, i guess i need to talk to some people tonight. bye.. sorry about acting pissed off but im just pissed at some people i considered friends.

2004-08-15T00:21:00.000-05:00

ok if i ever get another comment from emil.. i mean anoynmoyus person.. there will be a severe punishment im talking having a talk with mrs waldorf severe,...... oh and umm WHOEVER left messages calling me bitch WHOEVER that was will hear about it ok rachel..?. actaully im sorry for not updating summer has been busy

emily i've done one thing with rachel radshalg all summer and i dont think shes a ho....and alicia well two things and w/e i dont hang out with either of them anymore.. emily.... being jealous of me hanging with girls is dumb. they're just friends emily.. they're not MY GIRL!!!!!!!

school starts soon it sucks.. people are doing football that sucks.... stephannie flauting that shes too good for me that sucks... emily is jealous that shes not a ho, that sucks... rachel calls me bitch, thats better than other stuff shes done......

im gonna try to make up for lost time do a recap of the Great memories of the summer ahhhh the good times.......... im sure i forgot a bunch too

-steph complaining at brewers game
-rachel saying w'ere sleeping in gurnee
-steph stealing keys
-emily stealing car
-emily throwing axe outta car
-emily making matt walk in rain
-emily putting matt's car in park while driving
-rachel slapping matt many a time
-steph making me run for cotton candy
-rachel yelling how im not good enough while matt is soaked in emily's pond
-emily saying my hair is ugly
-steph pantsing me
-rachel putting shake all over me
-rachel trying to leave me at culvers
-emily saying my car is shit (umm btw this happened like 24907402347 times over the summer
-Emily saying im gay after i put my heart and soul into a postcard i sent form san diego while i was in FREAKIN SUNNY DAN DIEGO i thought about u and u say im gay
-Steph same as emily as above
-Emily saying my spinners are gay, my car is gay, my life is gay, and pretty much i ever do, am , own, or like she said was gay
-rachel and emily changing my cell phone numbers so when i call abe he's never home and justin's mom always saying wrong number
-rachel and emily changing my numbers so it take sme 2 hours to figure out why i can never find a movie listing
-Rachel flicking me off while driving home on sherman road with jenny lorigan after kettle baseball game
-Steph and her mom inisit they still have a butler
-Never recieving ANY gas MONEY from ANYONE
-Rachel and Emily coming into county market while i work laughing and saying i look like a homo while asking how i am going to pay for them going to six flags
-Rachel making me get 5 bags of skittles and kicking me after i try and try and never can satisfy her
-Emily saying she never wants to go to a movie EVER again with me
-emily calling me faggit
-emiyl calling me faggit
-oh and emily calling me fagget

-telling emily im changing schools and she crys

-telling rachel im changing schools and tells me how it would never be the same without me

-steph saying she'll miss me

that makes up for everything guys

thanks

aww im so sweet

2004-07-27T12:53:00.000-05:00

i just wanna give a big thank you to stephanie pflugosoeft for complaining about how she wants to hang out with me and then when I invite her she makes up an excuse how she can't go. Steph why did you do this to all of us? You coul'dve yold your parents something like "oh but matt already has the tickets" Oh and I'm getting my key back, it's over,I want everything of mine back. I don't feel that you need a key to my car anymore, we are through steph and im trying to make this easy on you.

2004-07-19T13:45:00.000-05:00

umm rachel.. this is hard for me to ask after our disasterous friday night, but do you think you could let me know your cell phone number... i lost it....i just got a cell phone....

PS: this isn't a pick up line

2004-07-18T13:01:00.000-05:00

hey big news to post first off i got my schoiol schedule today.. I get to have to classes with mr scrramm!! bastard...... anyway here it is

Semester 1

1 hour: American Literature/Advanced Composition; Deibert
2 hour: Geometry; Schramm
3 hour: Chemistry; Otte
4 hour: Christian living thing (religion); Moldenhauer!!!
5 hour: United States History; Zeamer
6 hour: Lifetime Sports; Schramm
7 hour: Study Hall; ehlke
8 hour: German 1; Schmandt

Semester 2
everything is the same except for lifetime sports 1 becomes lifetime sports 2

Yea so my schedule sucks this year... no more algebra 1 or bio science... damn

so the other big news is that i got a cell phone and like umm you probaley never will want to but umm if you ever want to talk to me the number is 1-262-224-6381... emily i lost your cell phone number can u post it again? and steph i dont have you cell phone number.. i know thats probley a good thign for you but i need it.

thats too much big news for now.. this summer i've been working a lot... this weekend u guys should come to the wash county fair with some of us.. we should plan something... this is too much posting for me.. talk to you later

2004-07-05T15:29:00.002-05:00

Steph. You know whats a REAL waste of time?? Someone who posts about how smelly matt smith is.

2004-07-05T15:29:00.001-05:00

Steph. You know whats a REAL waste of time?? Someone who posts about how smelly matt smith is.

2004-07-05T15:29:00.000-05:00

Steph. You know whats a REAL waste of time?? Someone who posts about how smelly matt smith is.

2004-06-20T12:28:00.000-05:00

hey i got back from san diego last night. it was really fun. i dont wanna unpack. hey... emily and steph... check your mailboxes in the next few days??????..>!!!.>..W' :) D!@!@@1;QJL some of you guys should come to our home game this friday at 3... i'll type more later.. maybe....

2004-06-07T00:08:00.000-05:00

Bad memories

2004-06-06T23:41:00.000-05:00

I leave for San Diego this coming Sunday night! Man it's hot in my house.. i wanna get back downstairs to my room where it's cold out. anyway, it's Sunday night and i'm tired as heck. Probley cause I didnt get home till 3 last night.... and this wasnt my fault well kind of. OKay guys umm I don't know if I should tell you what happened casue I dont want you guys to like think I'm a dork or something, but oh well just dont think im stupid. well i ran out of gas last night around 11:30 on my way home........................okay you can stop laughing now, me abe justin jason some other ppl went bowling and played pool last night and on the way home i ran out of gas, I wouldnt have but i didnt know that gas stations close fricekn ar 10 in west bend... arent they all open 24 hours? So, I had to walk like a mile to get gas. You know where thr golf course is off of sixty on the way to jackson? yeah my car stopped about there and I walked till i got to the BP that's by pigly wigly in slinger. I bought a gas container and filled it up with gas, and lucily I made it home around 3ish and made it in without anyone noticiing. WHEW! my parents must've fallen alseep early. thank god.
oh and friday i went swimming, got bitten by crabs (im NOT LYING EMILY!), oh and umm had a few probvlems with my shorts but other than that great time! Steph you need to calm down about pantsing someone... the time will come, your just never gonna get me.
I got 4 free passes to six flags today casue my mom's friend's family didnt want them so she gave them to us and no one in my family like 6 flags cuz their pussies so I get them! makes me really wanna go now. wish it wasnt so hot though.
We got a double header game tomorrow at home. game starts at 3:30...we need fans cuz no ones gonna be there so if you need a ride to the game call me and i'll take u with me. I'm gonna go make some choclate chip mini pancakes and go to sleep.

2004-06-03T23:56:00.000-05:00

rachel... are you seriously pissed at me...? sorry for whatever i did... dont want you to hate me and i dont if ur just joking or what but i dont think you are

2004-06-02T16:43:00.000-05:00

ONLY 3 more exams left... i dont know how to feel about school ending, i mean i'm glad classes are ending but.. idk... wait what the heck am i saying.. school is out! baseball is going good... first home game this friday at 5:30. Finally put my CD player new speaker, etc in my car this past weekend... lol, justin found a new mom in brown deer at best buy. Not many huge things happening I guess. comp lit test tomorrow should just be great! maybe this time i wont write all the notes on my arm. I gotta work in like 30 min so i gotta pack a supper or something and i think i should shower today.? It's been like the best 3 days of my life! NO LUNCH AT SCHOOL! I'm kind of emotionall I guess about it.. who's gonna shove potatoes up my nose.. whos gonna spill my milk.. whos gonna put cake all over my arm and kick my shins till it hurts to walk??? :(

2004-05-24T22:05:00.000-05:00

Thats one post down..... Four to go

2004-05-19T22:45:00.000-05:00

my homie... who personally tells me and justin everyday that we're homosexuals..... this post is dedicated to you mr moeller for keeping it real, thanks

2004-05-19T22:29:00.000-05:00

umm stephanie anastacia is using peer pressure to make me update so umm sorry for not writing in a long time.... been busy cruisin in my pur..maroon car. Gas is really expensive.. never really notcied. umm lets see .. well today Abe got locked out by everyone at justin's today after school, and umm well he wasnt wearing clothes..... so justin put his boxers in the freezer and eric took all his clothes.. fun! wow we're gay!!!......I got off of work for saturday...i told them i have to attend a funeral... THATS THE WORST EXCUSE EVER.. i felt bad for some reason.. but its all gonna be worth it becasue me justin and abe get to take rachel and her 3 (maybe four) exquisite fabulous friends (except emily) out on a romantic dinner all cultivating in a devious shrek 2 extravanaganza. I gotta practice my butler speech becasue me and justin are gonna wear tux's and be rachel's choffeur. ITS HER BIRTHDAY!@!!!!! Oh on to lunch... what happened??,.,... umm o I got milk poured on me and emily decided it would be funny to continuously try to hit me and make me spill milk. YOU DID IT EMILY!!!! WAY TO GO.. thats about the only thing u've done good umm well.... EVER!!! HAHA im sorry i didnt mean that.. wait yes i did.. now im gonna get beat up tomorrow or whenever she sees this... but i guess i shouldnt care cuz it HAPPENS EVERY DAY!! well comp lit quiz tomorrow, and then religion quiz.... sucks oh well have good days/weekends/birthdays/weddings/games/nights/mornings/church services/vacations/romantic evenings............

2004-05-13T21:02:00.000-05:00

lol

2004-05-13T20:53:00.000-05:00

Just to set the record straight...yes I did kiss miss semon.... but it was ON THE HAND and for 10 bucks wouldnt u do it (okay i guess u wouldnt) lol.. i guess i am just messed up... oh well

2004-05-11T18:15:00.000-05:00

hey can someone tell me how you post comments, or add pictures to ur thing here... post it on ur blog i wanna know

2004-05-09T22:39:00.000-05:00

i know rachel.. friday was awesome.. we gotta do it some other time.. anyways u wanted answers to ur questions well i'll try to give u the matt smith expertise and since it's late and im in a "sensitive" mood i know what im talking about (hopefully)

Why does change suck? Becasue most people don't like what their not used to.. change usually sucks at first but it all works out

Why does one thought always stay in the back of your head? Cuz it's what ur worried or excited the most about

Why do heartaches hurt so badly? Cuz it really sucks when u got feelings for ppl and basically they say to u that they dont care at all about those feelings to u when u get ur heart broken, and that sucks

Why do bird's tweet and cat's meow? umm.... why is my hair red.. idk... cuz god made it that way
Why do people judge others? Cuz some people are insecure and A-Holes

How come I feel self-centered whenever I write in this? I dont know why u do.. probley cuz ur writing about urself... u shouldnt tho

How come I always look at the negative side to things? I dont know why u do.. u shouldnt tho.. cuz u got so much going for u and so much other good things like good friends (u already know that)

Why does my mood change within seconds? probley cuz we're 16... it's funny cuz thats exactly what happens to me too... i'm really happy and stuff for one moment, then i think about something and my mood switches like that.. i just dont care anymore.. and try to stay happy, and when im sad i go to my "happy place" lol (happy gilmore)... stuff will get better in a few years, just enjoy everything good

How come most sports include a spherical object? what the heck is a spherical???

How come science is so boring? CUZ Im NOT IN IT!! duh

Why am I still typing? umm ur not right now.. ur looking at a computer screen... stop whining lol

im like dr. phil now i guess u could say.. any more questions?? post em

2004-05-09T21:12:00.000-05:00

Hey.. wow Friday was fun too much stuff happened and i dont wanna post it all too lazy.. first weekend with my liscense... it was great... baseball starts this thursday, can't wait...

2004-05-06T19:57:00.000-05:00

SCREW FRICKEN WEST B.......... Ha... no i got my liscense. Well i actaully think i'm gonna go watch that friends end thing. Maybe i'll post later today... sorry for the dumb post. bi

2004-05-02T22:54:00.000-05:00

oh yeah i forgot something from b4 i keep wondering..... why would any girl want to be a guy just so theyd be able to pee on someone... well ask emily and she'll tell u the whole reason why she wants to. lol!

2004-05-02T20:51:00.000-05:00

well it was my sister's confirmation today...my grandma gave her 100 bucks.... know what she gave me for my confirmation 2 years ago... a yellow cup that says "Jesus Loves You" ummm can u say favoratism??? everyone should go buy "college dropout" by Kanye West.

2004-05-01T12:09:00.000-05:00

I am really excited right now..... I got in for a driving test at westbend, this thursday. everyone says west bend is the easiest, so hopefully I should pass it. Joe's over right now, we're waiting for the Hornets/Heat game to start. Later we're going to his Dad's work to hopefully buy a car for me. And it's gonna be really sweet cuz we're going to the hummer dealer off HWY 45 near milwaukee, and me my dad and him are gonna test drive some hummers. but the bad thing is i'm not steph and i can't just give the dealer 50,000 dollars cash and buy one........ I really wish I had a gucci Hummer :( just like steph!

umm i dont know if i even wanna talk about yesterday..... oh man..... i went paintballing for the first time. Yea umm I got lost in the woods. this is how it happened, we started the game and 5 minutes into it i heard someone yelling. I figured mike or someone got shot. and then i heard like joel calling my name but i thought it was a trap so I stayed put under the tree I was laying under. All of a sudden it started to rain, and I was laying in the muddiest pile of mud ever. So i stayed in the same spot for 2 hours, I kept looking for them to see where they were. I couldnt see em, so I decided i'd just head back. I go back to joel's house, and everyone is inside, and they're like WHERE WERE YOU. and everyone started laughing. I said.. what the heck, I was sitting out there for 2 hours, dead silent looking for you guys. lol they went inside like 2 hours ago they said and when they called my name they were trying to tell me that they thought it was gonna rain so we should head in. I HATE PAINTBALLING

Yeah I gotta work tonight at 6-10, it sucks but oh well. My sister's confirmation is tomorrow morning at St. Paul's. Lol Rachel.. member our confirmation? The hymn we were susposed to memorize, we sang one verse and then didn't remeber the 2nd or third so all we did was stand there and look blankly. I remeber i was laughing so hard when I saw Mr. Hosbach's face.. he was sitting in the front of the church just shaking his head. Kind of summed up our whole 8th grade year.
Hope u have a good Sat and SUn... see u mon

2004-04-28T14:39:00.000-05:00

Screw fricken Watertown. Town is the worst fricken town in the wrost fricken state in the world. I just got back from my road test. Guess what!! i didnt pass. i got one point marked off, and the point was becuz there's 50 one way streets in watertown if u didnt know. so i thought i was on a one way street, and she said make a left turn here, i pulled to the left side of the street i was on, and she said.. this is a two way street, so i quickly moved into the right lane, and turned left and finished the rest of my test. We came back and she said ... Well you did everything perfect however, you thought you were on a one way street, and it was actaully a 2 way street so you'll have to come back. WTF!!! i did everything perfect and got a perfect score except i was so nervous and wasn't thinking and before i turned i went into the left side of the street and you fail me!!! Yeah and i'm just gonna "come back" yeah no problem for me at all..... except i live an hour away.. Yeah real easy for her to say.. she dosent have to take off of work, make sure her mom or dad takes off of work, and miss a half day of school just to "come back" to watertown. Oh yeah and in case she didnt know... EVERY FRICKEN DMV is booked up till like freakin july, so no i can't just "come back" in a week and redo it. But anyway i went online today and found an appointment in fondu lac may 12. at least fond du lac isnt so gay that they have to take their students on one way streets the whole test. gosh this pisses me off... this is exactly what she said, "You are an excellent driver, and would've easily passed, but you were blocking traffic on the left side." HELLO i was in the left side of the street, was extremly nervous and moved over after 1 second. besides who the heck drives on 1 way streets every day. NO ONE. hartford has umm lemme see ONE, 1 way street, in the whole city. Should be a fun day at school tomorrow listening to everyone saying HAHA u failed !!! :)

2004-04-22T21:29:00.000-05:00

I officially "HATE" every girl in my class especially rachel steph emily and kellye. You all are MAJOR MAJOR losers. You all live in LOSERVILLE. Population 4 and thaTs all of YOU Can't wait till Senior homecoming though Rachel!!!! I'm shopping for a tux right now!!!! and me and steph's senior valentine dinner is going to be the most romantic dinner ever. I am going to woo her away. but until then, you all our in i hate girls club HA now i got my own club emily

2004-04-19T22:19:00.000-05:00

dear sue,
ok im back.......... umm had a nice chat with Mrs. Waldorf and Mrs. Zaporski..........umm what else... i miss spring break. me and justin had a nice long talk today... things are back on track for us :). i made a bet with kellye tonight saying that if i dont talk to her all day tomorrow, I get a dollar.... Might as well bring that dollar Kellye. OH and also... had a conversation with the BIGGEST LOSER OF ALL TIME... STEPHANIE RENAE PLFLUEGHUOPHSOFT. i am not a loser :( i am a human being and special in my own way. steph... from now can i call u Steph Thug or Thug Steph? Cuz ur last name starts with phlug like "FLUG" it sounds coo

umm since i failed the comp lit test ?'s, i feel like "expressing my inner beauty" right now so here i go

-It's really windy right now and im by a window. i hope i dont die.
-chocolate licorice is really good! too bad ms. williams wont let me get it ever.
-mr. frey is really mean.... he always yells at me and abe for everything.... i wish hed let us just like u know, get away with more stuff.
-I'm Cute
-ummm i look like a rainbow right now
-im listenin to that "dillema"song by nelly and kelly rowland........even when im with my boo. WOW THIS SONG IS GAY!
-i'm hungry
-i ate fish tonight
-Nelly is a cutie
-if i wear a bandaid.. am i gangsta?
-wait IM MATT SMITH im always gangbangin dog
-wait.. IM white
-Im cute

2004-04-19T19:45:00.000-05:00

Wow; go to school today.. didnt realize i had so many fans of this blog. i'm kind of like a retarded celebrity now. Well school today was bad i guess. idk i was really tired all day cuz i got like what.. 4 hours of sleep?? and i failed like all of those tests i took b4 spring break. just like i predicted! :) that really pisses me off... i study and put in like all this work and i fail all that comp lit stuff and history, and on top of that the teachers dont know i've been putting in 22 hours, i swear i get like 1 day off a week and thats on top of doing all that homework. it's like pick one or the other: study or make money, im making money. School also REALLY SUCKED cuz i got drawn all over by ummm certain people. I get home and my mom is like oh my gosh.. i was embarrassed before about going in public with you but now i'll never go anywhere with you. I'm also susposedly going to 1st grade tomorrow with melanie because i have such a "passion" for coloring. I kept telling her, "MOM, i didnt draw on myself, some girls behind me did." she said, "Matthew........you mean u didnt know they were doing that to you?", "no i didnt, i said" so then she said, "wouldnt u get the idea something is on your face and that their drawing on you when people are looking at ur face and laughing?" ,"No wait matt, i guess you wouldnt know, becasuse people laugh at your face even when you don't have a painting drawn on it." YEAH.... thanks mom that makes me feel great. lol
I'm still deciding what kind of car i wanna get. either a grand AM or a newer cavalier. whatever kind... i want it silver... hard to find though.
ummm spring break was all right.... gotta go tho type later
bi

2004-04-10T02:35:00.000-05:00

haha......ok i will write more posts, but seriously i am tha gangsta of KML.. anyway well let's see its 12:36 in the morning and i Feel wide awake!!! I feel like 500 pounds lighter since i got all of those projects and tests done. i prolly failed the tests cuz i was doin the projects but hey I dont have to worry about that for another week !!! SPRING BREAK ..... GOING TO MARDI GRAS!!!! YEAH umm no actaully just staying in little old hartford. this week was the most tiring week for me but it was awesome too cuz guess what .. i got skittles. i thought rachel and emily put something on them too but i was wrong. they were really good until JUSTIN and ABE (not me) spilt them all over the floor. oh well thanks again rachel and emily.

in other news .. me and justin had some fights this week :( just when i think things are looking up for us i catch him grabbing kyle's butt AGAIN in phy ed. WHAT IS THAT! Thats usually me that gets pantsed or my butt he grabs not kyle's! kyle is a man whore. thats all i have to say, kellye, u should see him in phyed... he hits on EVERY guy there ,sister. then again in phy ed everyone is gay idk why, alotta testosterone floating around.

Last night i was tired and sick so i didnt wanna do anything. joe stayed over tho.. we had fun... i bought this awesome new game called NBA Ballers. its tight. so i woke up at noon then friday and we went to church at like 1:30. it's really eerie when everyone leaves and no one can or wants to say a word. I couldnt imagine seeing passion of the christ on a good friday, i cant even imagine seeing it again. it's wierd how now whenever Pastor castillo will read from the bible or talk about jesus's crucifiction, i start to think of the images in the movie. So i came home from church and played "ballers" watched some basketball, then went to "the courts' and played some basketball. then called mel up cuz we were planning on doing something over break. we were susposed to go bowling and come here but she ended up coming here and we played frogger on the gaycube,couldnt get past the first platform lol. then we made smoothies, tryed to bake, made a CD lol. we went to taco bell and blockbuster then and then OMG it was the funniest thing. we were driving u know where the mineshaft is in downtown and i kept telling mel what a bad driver she was and she was laughin say no she wasnt and blah, so first off shes in the wrong lane and then we're laughing about stuff and talking and she RAN THE RED LIGHT LMAO! i didnt believe it. i laughed so hard, and she kept saying oh my gosh, god is going to send me to hell ... to hell! lol

Tomorrows gonna suck cuz i gotta work 6 hours then go to my aunts for easter for the whole night. i dont think my mom knows easter is on sunday, cuz i have no other idea why we're going saturday.

wow i type a lot in here.
10 more days till i have to endure lunch at school :(

hey rachel, steph and emily add me to AIM sometime smitty1234567

goonight sue (name of my diary)

2004-04-10T00:24:00.000-05:00

umm hey...this is matt smith.. so i noticed that there actaully might be people reading this, so in that case i do not want ruin my reputation as a gangsta at KML/respected student (especially at lunch!), so i am forced not to write anymore in my blog.. i am sorry.........

2004-04-07T22:41:00.000-05:00

Dear diary, lol first off i dont know why i'm doing this, but i guess i'm doing this so why not. So anyway this is my first post.

So what all happened today? well last night i stayed up till 2 AM dong homework, so i was tired pretty much the whole day, then the whole day basically sucked in classes cuz it seemed like every single teacher had some kind of test for us tomorrow, and I'm not gonna have any time to study. lunch was the horriying expierence it always is for me thanks to none other than rachel and emily.....then geography was fun as always cuz ms. semon is the teacher and I always crack up whenever she yells at eddy me or jake. she's a nazi beast i swear. then religion came and baically all that happened was emily did my homework and I tryed to help her with her problems that I know becasue I just knew what she was thinking not cuz of some "blog" thing she was talking about... (dont know what she wastalking about ) lol so emily suggested i make some blog so we could work our problems out, and I guess it's a good idea becasue we do have a lotta problems that i think we need to work on.. lol. i have no clue why i made this since no one will ever read it, but maybe it'll be good i let some feelings out. (I sound so sensitive now......:)) umm then after school I went to work and it was boring as always but hey it's work and i need the money and have no other ways of getting it for now. Other problem I have with work is becasue it takes so much of my time and also I feel really bad cuz lately it's been harder going to church becasue they always schedule me to work on church days. so i started taking off more on sundays and now hopefuly stuff will get better.

My love life is dumb right now. mainly cuz any girl i would think aboiut going out with is taken, dosen't wanna a b/f, or i basically have no chance with becuz well yea i'm mem, and idk if i even want a girlfriend cuz stuff always turns out bad in the end, and girls have way too many issues well at least freshmen girls do so thats why i would never date one of them again. I honestly think maybe its better just being friends instead with girls cuz u dotn have to worry about all that extra garbage and stuff that couples go through. Although it'd be nice just to have someone u could hold and talk to and have fun with. SO idk i'm just confused with that but not really worried about it, cuz i'm busier with other stuff. Waiting for spring break to come, gotta go finish my comp lit and geography....